You hurt me so deep
And that night I couldn’t sleep
I felt this big, bitter bump
Of emotions broken bad
Cut stuck up in my throat
Aching acutely down my dainty heart
And tears weld up my eyes
Blurring my vision
I tried toughening by tightly biting my lips
But I couldn’t
And the thought that even screenshots are taken
But for me
Moved me from slow, silent sighs
To a big bitter broken burst
And at that moment I realized
My expectations
Had rained on me raw frustrations
Boy I was serious about you
But you took me for a joke
But how did I expect to be your love
Yet I was not
Your Fantasy?
Your Calvary?
Your Melody?
Let me not blame you all too hard
And paint you bad
Yet it was me who got myself into this entanglement
Relationship situationship
Whatever
Believing that one day a lemon
Could taste just as sweet as a tangerine
And like a submarine
I dove
But this time I drowned
Too bad you are not there to catch
And I got no straw to clutch.
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